Fine 3-21-08

Love me whole, as you may
We were wind-swept by the breeze of the bay
Far from where we used to lay
The home we knew; safe ground
The thin ice is cracking
A dark depth below
We're falling under but,
No one knows
Good intentioned folks
They made the storm winds blow
But, where is the shore?
All I can see is change
Try as we may to swim against the current
A cold wind blows and nothing is the same
Harsh sounds, the words you say
Digging me a deeper wound
One last saving grace..
Alas, two hearts are no longer intertwined
And "no," I reply as they ask,
"All is not fine."

Untitled II 3-18-08

You don't know what it's like
To sit on my bed and miss you
The thoughts in my head so deep
Have to think of you to sleep

Sometimes what I feel for you,
Takes up my whole heart
But if I tried to tell,
Wouldn't know where to start

When I'm lonely
There you are laying next to me
You visit in my sleep
Teach me of a love so deep

Talking to you,
In a crowed hall
Like there's no one else
There at all

Whisper "I love you, baby," to me
Close my eyes, smile, and breathe
Try to reply but, I can't speak
Just one touch from you makes me weak

But, you don't know what it's like
To want you like this
To never want to be through
To love you, the way I do

How Much I Love You 3-18-08

Do you know how much I love you?
Deep down inside
I know it more,
Every time I look in your eyes

I love you more then the sun in space
When I look up at the sky at night
Don't want to find stars,
Want to see your face

Want to be in your arms
All of the time
They're the only place,
I'll ever feel safe

Wanna wake up in the morning
And find you there
You all around me
Like you'll never let me go

Do you know how much I love you?
From the bottom of my soul?
So much more
Then you'll ever know

Stay 3-14-08

It's the quiet moments
When we're alone
The hours we spend
On the phone

The girl I want to be
Lies in your arms
But the man you are
Lies in your heart

The words I say,
They aren't enough
Cause' I Love You
Even when it's tough

The fire in my soul
The blood in my veins
That feeling in my heart
The sun that you are, even when it rains

Your eyes,
The windows to your soul
Take one look
And I loose control

Fireflies dance
And lovers play
In my heart
You'll always stay

Tomarrow 3-4-08

Why are you always there to light my way
To point my path when I'm astray
You hold my hand when skies are gray
Just pray you'll be here for another day

You have the patience of a meadow
The humor of the skies
A heart like an eagle
That will forever fly

You taught me faith
You taught me love
You taught me freedom
Like the clouds above

So why do you lie
In this bed of sorrow
You gave me today
So I'll give you tommarow

My Angel (1-30-08)

You must be my angel
My guiding light
Cause' all that I do wrong
You make right
I can see the beauty of the world
Through your eyes
And how you love me
Makes me fly

You must be my angel
My sun and my star
Because when you're around,
I know love's not far
I love you now
I'll forget you: never
Stay in my arms
Always and forever

I know you are my angel
I know you are my king
I know you are the song,
I will always sing
I know you are the hope
That beats inside my heart
And even when you're gone,
We're never far apart

I know you are my angel
I know you are my truth
And I know something else:
I'll always love you

All Pretend (1-26-08)

Set the stage
Cue the lights
Get the cameras rolling
There he stands
Your Romeo,
Your man
And your life is dictated by
A cruel and heart breaking fate
But, your the princess in the tower
And you weild all the power
Break his heart, throw it away
Or save it for a rainy day
Ah, lovers, the games we play
In the end, a soft embrace
The finale of the endless race
You look over at his smiling face
Thought you finnaly found your place
But no, that's not the case
The lights go up,
It's the end
Too bad your love was
All pretend

Dream (1-23-08)

It starts out blurry
Very slow
But suddenly, I'm somewhere I know
The park down the street where we used to go
The sun shines on the lake where we swam
The trees we climbed
All those places we'd find
Now I'm somewhere else
My mom's old house
Those days we spent
In front of the TV set
Up in my room
On the deck
There you are, sittin with me
You never knew how much I cared
The wishes and the life we shared
But the sun shines through and I'm awake
So hard to believe it all was fake
Or so it seems,
Our memory was but a dream

Steel (1-22-08)

All the thoughts
In my head about us,
I could never tell
What I really feel,
I know you've never felt
I see you, and my heart melts
Can't seem to find the words,
Or the time
To tell you that you're mine
I know we said
We'd never lie
But how could I tell you that
When I'm with you, I could fly
Wanna know this love is real
Wanna know you'll still be here
Through the years
There you are, wipping away all my tears
I'm showing you all my fears
But still I protect my thoughts
With a wall of steel

Away (1-22-08)

There you go
I watched you leave
Watched you walk away from me
Away from all that we used to be
You turned back around
And looked at me
Thought I saw you whisper
All the truths and wrongs
Thought I could hear all our songs
Playing in my ear
As I walk away
A tear glides down my cheek
The wind takes my feet
I run forward till' I cant breathe
Fall on the ground
And remeber all the time you spent with me
But, I dont understand
How could you just walk away, leave us behind
Why couldn't you see,
You meant the world to me