Fine 3-21-08

Love me whole, as you may
We were wind-swept by the breeze of the bay
Far from where we used to lay
The home we knew; safe ground
The thin ice is cracking
A dark depth below
We're falling under but,
No one knows
Good intentioned folks
They made the storm winds blow
But, where is the shore?
All I can see is change
Try as we may to swim against the current
A cold wind blows and nothing is the same
Harsh sounds, the words you say
Digging me a deeper wound
One last saving grace..
Alas, two hearts are no longer intertwined
And "no," I reply as they ask,
"All is not fine."

Untitled II 3-18-08

You don't know what it's like
To sit on my bed and miss you
The thoughts in my head so deep
Have to think of you to sleep

Sometimes what I feel for you,
Takes up my whole heart
But if I tried to tell,
Wouldn't know where to start

When I'm lonely
There you are laying next to me
You visit in my sleep
Teach me of a love so deep

Talking to you,
In a crowed hall
Like there's no one else
There at all

Whisper "I love you, baby," to me
Close my eyes, smile, and breathe
Try to reply but, I can't speak
Just one touch from you makes me weak

But, you don't know what it's like
To want you like this
To never want to be through
To love you, the way I do

How Much I Love You 3-18-08

Do you know how much I love you?
Deep down inside
I know it more,
Every time I look in your eyes

I love you more then the sun in space
When I look up at the sky at night
Don't want to find stars,
Want to see your face

Want to be in your arms
All of the time
They're the only place,
I'll ever feel safe

Wanna wake up in the morning
And find you there
You all around me
Like you'll never let me go

Do you know how much I love you?
From the bottom of my soul?
So much more
Then you'll ever know

Stay 3-14-08

It's the quiet moments
When we're alone
The hours we spend
On the phone

The girl I want to be
Lies in your arms
But the man you are
Lies in your heart

The words I say,
They aren't enough
Cause' I Love You
Even when it's tough

The fire in my soul
The blood in my veins
That feeling in my heart
The sun that you are, even when it rains

Your eyes,
The windows to your soul
Take one look
And I loose control

Fireflies dance
And lovers play
In my heart
You'll always stay

Tomarrow 3-4-08

Why are you always there to light my way
To point my path when I'm astray
You hold my hand when skies are gray
Just pray you'll be here for another day

You have the patience of a meadow
The humor of the skies
A heart like an eagle
That will forever fly

You taught me faith
You taught me love
You taught me freedom
Like the clouds above

So why do you lie
In this bed of sorrow
You gave me today
So I'll give you tommarow

My Angel (1-30-08)

You must be my angel
My guiding light
Cause' all that I do wrong
You make right
I can see the beauty of the world
Through your eyes
And how you love me
Makes me fly

You must be my angel
My sun and my star
Because when you're around,
I know love's not far
I love you now
I'll forget you: never
Stay in my arms
Always and forever

I know you are my angel
I know you are my king
I know you are the song,
I will always sing
I know you are the hope
That beats inside my heart
And even when you're gone,
We're never far apart

I know you are my angel
I know you are my truth
And I know something else:
I'll always love you

All Pretend (1-26-08)

Set the stage
Cue the lights
Get the cameras rolling
There he stands
Your Romeo,
Your man
And your life is dictated by
A cruel and heart breaking fate
But, your the princess in the tower
And you weild all the power
Break his heart, throw it away
Or save it for a rainy day
Ah, lovers, the games we play
In the end, a soft embrace
The finale of the endless race
You look over at his smiling face
Thought you finnaly found your place
But no, that's not the case
The lights go up,
It's the end
Too bad your love was
All pretend

Dream (1-23-08)

It starts out blurry
Very slow
But suddenly, I'm somewhere I know
The park down the street where we used to go
The sun shines on the lake where we swam
The trees we climbed
All those places we'd find
Now I'm somewhere else
My mom's old house
Those days we spent
In front of the TV set
Up in my room
On the deck
There you are, sittin with me
You never knew how much I cared
The wishes and the life we shared
But the sun shines through and I'm awake
So hard to believe it all was fake
Or so it seems,
Our memory was but a dream

Steel (1-22-08)

All the thoughts
In my head about us,
I could never tell
What I really feel,
I know you've never felt
I see you, and my heart melts
Can't seem to find the words,
Or the time
To tell you that you're mine
I know we said
We'd never lie
But how could I tell you that
When I'm with you, I could fly
Wanna know this love is real
Wanna know you'll still be here
Through the years
There you are, wipping away all my tears
I'm showing you all my fears
But still I protect my thoughts
With a wall of steel

Away (1-22-08)

There you go
I watched you leave
Watched you walk away from me
Away from all that we used to be
You turned back around
And looked at me
Thought I saw you whisper
All the truths and wrongs
Thought I could hear all our songs
Playing in my ear
As I walk away
A tear glides down my cheek
The wind takes my feet
I run forward till' I cant breathe
Fall on the ground
And remeber all the time you spent with me
But, I dont understand
How could you just walk away, leave us behind
Why couldn't you see,
You meant the world to me

Stolen Heart (12-23-07)

When I first met you
You stole my heart
Dont know where you put it
Dont want it back
Just be careful:
Contents are fragile
And may break under pressure
Dont play games,
Or throw it away
Cause' since I've got yours,
I still have a say
Love me like
There's not a care in the world
So forever and always,
I'll be your girl

His Way (12-23-07)

Back then,
Wouldnt have looked
Twice his way
Yet,
Here he is
Standin' at your door
Roses in hand,
His heart in the air
He's different now
You think to yourself
He looks at you,
Cant think of anything else
Other girls want him
You know
But he loves you,
For sure
And you dont want to take it slow
But now,
On this warm summer's day
All you can do is,
Look his way

Miss You (12-22-07)

You're on my mind
Every second
Of every day and night
When we're apart,
You're a part of me
But, I cant sleep
Cant breathe
Cant dream
Cant feel
With you,
I'm free
To be in love
Can hear your heart beat
When I lay on your chest
Just being with you
Can finnaly rest
Holdin' you tight
The moon shines
On your face
All night
If I could choose,
Would be with you
All of my life
Just know when you're gone
I'm still by your side
Cause' you're on my mind
Every second
Of every day and night

The Star in My Life* (12-20-07)

As I lay in my bed on a moonlit night
I choose a star in the sky that is shinning bright
A star that is filled with glory in its light

The star will resemble the feelings I hold
Of the one thing that makes me confident & bold
The one that sings to me like a story once told

The star resemble my feelings made clear
The feelings that I have told far and near
Far, and near, so everyone can hear

Before I die as I lay on my bed
I choose a star that is alive instead
And wish on it one last time before I become dead

As I lay on my bed on a moonlit night,
I choose a star in the sky that's shinning bright
A star filled with glory in it's light

*Not written by me

Untitled (12-20-07)

Your voice like sweet poetry,
Sings to me in my sleep
Like a clock,
Your words tick every second in my ear
You make me crazy
When your beautiful eyes
Look into mine
Want your lips,
Cause' your my candyman
Your words shine down on me,
Like the summer sun
When you smile,
Dont know what you do to me inside
Lay next to me now,
Somehow we'll make it through...
This crazy ride

He Doesnt Know (11-26-07)

Wakin' up with the sun
Wishin' you could see his face,
Be his one
He's your every thought
Your every wish
He's your smile on a rainy day
Your tall glass of lemonade
Your warm blanket during the winter storm
You want him in every shape and form
Love his smile
Love his charm
Hate his girl
Wish they would break not bend
Try to say his name
Gets caught in your throught
Want to talk
But then again...
You dont
Puts tears in your eyes...
He doesnt know

Worth It (9-24-07)

Take your time
Cause' were gonna find
The straight line
Made up my my mind
Just take my hand
We'll jump together
Dive gracefully into the angry sea
It'll shake us but,
It wont break us
A bird couldnt fly without it's wings
A singer cant sing with out a song
I told you all along
We'll always be right
Never wrong
Swim now to the surface
We do have a purpose
You make my life perfect
Thats why you're worth it

Stand In (9-17-07)

It's a cruel, cruel world
We cant be who we are
We cant find the light
Want to go left,
Have to go right
I love you deep down,
Just... cant tell
Dont want to fall again,
Since I feel
Wish you could change,
But stay the same
The words you say,
Dont come out right
Want to try but,
Cant put up a fight
He stands out
You stand in
And thats the way it is

You Were Always (8-31-07)

You were always... different
The one who knew how to be original
Kool
Smart
Cute
Everything I wasn't
Or so I thought
You took my hand
Taught me to love me
Be whoever I wanted
And no matter what
You always loved me
It takes someone special to understand me
Love me
Want me
Be with me
You did
You were always... different

Blue (8-28-07)

You look at me
I look at you
On the outside your eyes smile
On the inside they cry
I dont know you
Who are we but strangers in a stretch of time
Always running
Always looking
Always searching
For an answer
For the one
From the truth
Where's our destanation?
Will we really always find
The right way to go
In the morning the sea shimmers
At night it fades
A never ending blue cascade