Fine 3-21-08

Love me whole, as you may
We were wind-swept by the breeze of the bay
Far from where we used to lay
The home we knew; safe ground
The thin ice is cracking
A dark depth below
We're falling under but,
No one knows
Good intentioned folks
They made the storm winds blow
But, where is the shore?
All I can see is change
Try as we may to swim against the current
A cold wind blows and nothing is the same
Harsh sounds, the words you say
Digging me a deeper wound
One last saving grace..
Alas, two hearts are no longer intertwined
And "no," I reply as they ask,
"All is not fine."

All Pretend (1-26-08)

Set the stage
Cue the lights
Get the cameras rolling
There he stands
Your Romeo,
Your man
And your life is dictated by
A cruel and heart breaking fate
But, your the princess in the tower
And you weild all the power
Break his heart, throw it away
Or save it for a rainy day
Ah, lovers, the games we play
In the end, a soft embrace
The finale of the endless race
You look over at his smiling face
Thought you finnaly found your place
But no, that's not the case
The lights go up,
It's the end
Too bad your love was
All pretend

Dream (1-23-08)

It starts out blurry
Very slow
But suddenly, I'm somewhere I know
The park down the street where we used to go
The sun shines on the lake where we swam
The trees we climbed
All those places we'd find
Now I'm somewhere else
My mom's old house
Those days we spent
In front of the TV set
Up in my room
On the deck
There you are, sittin with me
You never knew how much I cared
The wishes and the life we shared
But the sun shines through and I'm awake
So hard to believe it all was fake
Or so it seems,
Our memory was but a dream

Steel (1-22-08)

All the thoughts
In my head about us,
I could never tell
What I really feel,
I know you've never felt
I see you, and my heart melts
Can't seem to find the words,
Or the time
To tell you that you're mine
I know we said
We'd never lie
But how could I tell you that
When I'm with you, I could fly
Wanna know this love is real
Wanna know you'll still be here
Through the years
There you are, wipping away all my tears
I'm showing you all my fears
But still I protect my thoughts
With a wall of steel

Away (1-22-08)

There you go
I watched you leave
Watched you walk away from me
Away from all that we used to be
You turned back around
And looked at me
Thought I saw you whisper
All the truths and wrongs
Thought I could hear all our songs
Playing in my ear
As I walk away
A tear glides down my cheek
The wind takes my feet
I run forward till' I cant breathe
Fall on the ground
And remeber all the time you spent with me
But, I dont understand
How could you just walk away, leave us behind
Why couldn't you see,
You meant the world to me

Miss You (12-22-07)

You're on my mind
Every second
Of every day and night
When we're apart,
You're a part of me
But, I cant sleep
Cant breathe
Cant dream
Cant feel
With you,
I'm free
To be in love
Can hear your heart beat
When I lay on your chest
Just being with you
Can finnaly rest
Holdin' you tight
The moon shines
On your face
All night
If I could choose,
Would be with you
All of my life
Just know when you're gone
I'm still by your side
Cause' you're on my mind
Every second
Of every day and night

He Doesnt Know (11-26-07)

Wakin' up with the sun
Wishin' you could see his face,
Be his one
He's your every thought
Your every wish
He's your smile on a rainy day
Your tall glass of lemonade
Your warm blanket during the winter storm
You want him in every shape and form
Love his smile
Love his charm
Hate his girl
Wish they would break not bend
Try to say his name
Gets caught in your throught
Want to talk
But then again...
You dont
Puts tears in your eyes...
He doesnt know

Stand In (9-17-07)

It's a cruel, cruel world
We cant be who we are
We cant find the light
Want to go left,
Have to go right
I love you deep down,
Just... cant tell
Dont want to fall again,
Since I feel
Wish you could change,
But stay the same
The words you say,
Dont come out right
Want to try but,
Cant put up a fight
He stands out
You stand in
And thats the way it is

Blue (8-28-07)

You look at me
I look at you
On the outside your eyes smile
On the inside they cry
I dont know you
Who are we but strangers in a stretch of time
Always running
Always looking
Always searching
For an answer
For the one
From the truth
Where's our destanation?
Will we really always find
The right way to go
In the morning the sea shimmers
At night it fades
A never ending blue cascade

Gray to Blue (7-10-07)

The wind blows
Through the grass and your hair
The waves do laps on the sand
Your fingers trace up and down my arm
The sun dips low into the sky
I stare for a moment into your eyes
I want to love you but... I just cant
That's what you say
The skies turn gray,
It begins to rain on you
And I walk away